I'm sitting at my computer sobbing. I've been very depressed lately - thought that I had found my knight in shining armour and now he's gone. It hurts so very much and I don't feel that I have anything within me to replace all the love and security that I ddn't get growing up. The withdrawal from another person tears at your very core and I don't want to be like this.
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