Among other things, I've been hit over the head with the fact that I instinctively am drawn to unhealthy men. This may seem like a no-brainer, but just last week I found out that 2 (separate) men I've admired for years from afar are both controlling and boderline abusive. I'm floored that I seem to know how to pick them out without really even knowing them. I'm convinced that I'm drawn to some psychic vibe or something. So my question is, how does one change that? I don't even know what it is I'm drawn to! Now I really don't trust my judgement.
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