How are things for the LTS? My counts are stable & still the same meds. Life b/w the ears is still kinda hairy sometimes but I can't complain. I wish things could be easier in everyday things but, gotta keep pluggin. I wish I didn't have to work cuz sometimes thats all I can do. Rest helps in between I guess but that crap that comes up b/w my ears doesn't make things any easier. My boss wants me to manage the restaurant cuz the current mgr is leaving the state. No one knows my status @ work & being a senior person on the ladder, I only work about 32 hrs( of the most profittable times ). It wasn't long ago that I had responsibility of staff & all but I guess I'm afraid of my feel good time being consumed w / work only. My fiance is fearing that this may be her last year dealing w / cancer & I don't want to miss any time that I have left. Between my heartache & love for my fiance, my personal time is non existant & anything I have left is for work. I haven't said Hi to anyone in a while & I apologize dearly for that but things are sometimes very difficult to negotiate. I hope that our LTS are all in a very good space these days & above all, extremely healthy. The best for the new year to everyone & God Bless
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...