I'm numb. He broke up with me tonight on the eve of our trip. There's no going back (as he says) and I'm not gonna beg someone to be with me. After being together for a year and our impending engagement, he says we're too different and that it wouldn't have worked out in the long run anyway. I never thought I'd ever have to make a board about this for myself, but I felt I owed you guys an explanation. There's no going back for him and he's adamant in his decision, leaving me, quite frankly, broken. The only way I know how to deal is to start getting rid of memories as I slowly start to put my life back together. This crushed me in so many ways. My future (or what I thought of it anyway) is gone. He didn't even have the balls to keep our original visit and fly up and sort things out in person...that's how I knew he meant it. I don't mean to place the blame entirely on him because no one's perfect...but this completely blindsighted me and came out of nowhere...and was handled very poorly by him. I'm glad I see his true colors now before we got married and I made the move, but it still hurts like hell. I wish you all the best of luck and thank you for sharing in this journey with me. If I thought there was any hope in him coming around I would stay, but I've decided to delete my account because there's just too much hurt associated with it.
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