I hate being single! The sad thing is is that I have been single for so damn long that I can't really imagine it any other way:( I am from a small rural place where being married, children, and family life are like cornerstones to our way of life. Like all my friends and most of the people I graduated high school with are either, in a long-term relationship, engaged, married, or are married and have children all the while I am still single! I am a good woman! I cook, clean, I have a good personality, I am kind, I am educated, and I am a God-fearing Christian woman. Why don't I have that special person to come home to? Where's my happy little family? Where's my fairy tale ending? What am I missing here? I get so damn depressed about it sometimes that I cry myself to sleep. :( It makes me feel like garbage sometimes. I want that special person I can share my life with. I want that person who will be there for me and make sacrifices for me while I do the same for them. When are things in my personal life ever gonna turn around? I haven't been on a real date in a year. I am in a romantic desert. My last boyfriend broke up with me in 2006 because he said that I was too perfect and he didnt want us to wind up at the alter before we were 21. I was like screw you. I was a great girlfriend...a super girlfriend and got screwed because of it. Am I ever gonna get that one person I can share my life with...the person that everyone else seems to have already found.
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