I feel so lonely! I have a job, an apt, a car, friends, family, BUT im sooo lonely for love. For a man. For someone to share my life with. The days pass and it all stays the same. No hope. None. I dont want to just have sex with random men, I want a relationship. I want someone to laugh with and someone to hold me when I'm crying! How do you guys cope! Ugh, It feels so terrible. Im desperate! Im even online looking for men!! Lmao! I went on a website for bbw (im fat!) lol and I met a guy who was cool we clicked and chatted a few times, exchanged numbers but .. but ... he later tells me hes married! Maybe the internet isnt the place to find people (except for you guys lol) but .... IM DESPERATE!! Okay thanks for letting me vent! Love you guys! Talk to me, give me some advice. Something.
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