I have been crying off and on all day. The weight of my loneliness is so oppressive and overwhelming. I am still stunned that my husband walked out without looking back over 6 months ago. He was gone in minutes. Now I've lost my job. The future feels so bleak and scary. People keep tellng me that life will get better, but I sure don't see how. I often go to bed at night praying that I won't wake up. The pain of my life has become unbearable. I just don't know what to do. I tried to get through church tonight, but had to leave early. The tears were on the verge. Even as I write, tears are pouring down my face, spattering everywhere. I want this pain to end. Thanks for listening.
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