The boy i loved from Texas suposedly doesnt love me anymore. We've talked for 20 months, and ever since he started partying he jus hasnt seemed to care, i havent talked 2 him either. Neither has he n tht's definatly a sign tht he doesnt care about me anymore. It's been 3 days now tht we havent talked and i feel like im DYING. Ik tht i dont wanna get hurt by him again, but how can i be mad at him and still MISS him???? i jus want the pain to go away and after talking with him for 20 months, it's the hardest thing im dealing with right now. I feel like..my moods r different wenever. I'll be fine then the next i have tears coming down my face. Jus the thoughts...of him finding another girl...and his hands being on her waist UGH!!! I CANT STAND THINKING THT1!!! I LOVED HIM, WHY DID HE HAVE TO CHANGE!!!! -TEARS-
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