Hi all, these last two weeks have been hell for me. I was so lonely and so depressed that I came closer to being suicidal than I ever have felt before. I DID NOT and WILL NOT act on those feelings, but it felt scary to be so down. I wasn't completely honest with my therapist when I saw her on Tuesday, but I will tell her this week. I was able to tell two of my best friends, and they were completely kind and supportive. Their support was hepful, but I still feel like shit.
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