we have been together 3 yrs now... the honeymoon period was great... now we seem to just live for each day live it as roommates w my 2 children running around.. yeah we both say we want what we once had... And I work so had at it, but he has fallen in love with World of Warcraft and has recently been laidoff and spends hours on end playing. And I just live... I live a life of pain, in every way possible. I have Fibromyagia and I also suffer from Migraines. but have recently been put on meds for both and things have been great in that aspect! But sometimes I wonder if this love is worth working for anymore. My family disowned me nearly 4 yrs ago, So i dont have them. I have literally 1 very good friend and we talk every day all day thru text, but i delete all the msgs cuz they are complaints about him. I dont have a best friend anymore, he use to be it, and from what I have been brought up to know, he should be my best friend... So all in all, I am joining this group because I feel so alone and I would like to make friends, even if they are online! I dont care anymore! at least I would have someone to talk to!... everyday I sit in my recliner with my laptop and stare at the back of his head while he is at the desk playing his stipid game and i try to talk to him but he is so involved in the damn game that he dont aknowledge me at all!!! Yeah, he will get pissy that I am talking to people online, but I dont care! he dont control me! I control me and my life, he dont like he knows where the door is!! He came thru it willingly he can go out it willingly! sorry for that lil rant.. anyways, I am Bobbi and Yes, I am lonely!
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