last night as i was laying in bed alone waiting for my boyfriend to come home i realized that i am so lonelly!im with a guy who could care less if i drop off the face of the earth,who also is the father of my baby(who isnt born yet)and he still wishes that he could just leave me and be single ,play hia games and be free.I realized that ive been settleing.ive been settleing with these people who hurt me and egnore me and put me down beacsue in some sick twisted way id rather have them in my life making it hell then not have n.e one at all.And i just realized how wrong that is,and im shure im not the only one who does that .we all settle for those in life that give us less then what we deserve, those that take and take and never give back beacuse we figure thats better then being all alone.WE WOULD RATHER FEEL LONLLY THEN BE ALONE.----AMINA
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