The thing with me is that i never or very rarely click with people, I find it really hard to connect with someone or feel close to them, Im always better in relationships than in frenships though, but i just find it so hard to like anyone if that makes scence. I start frenships and just push them away from me because i havent clicked with them. Im clinging on to my ex at the moment bacuse hes the only person i feel close 2. Its like even on here i hardly ever come on or talk to anyone on here to be honest, its pretty fuked up and kind of a vicious circle to because i hate my own company but then i hate being araound people other than my ex.
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