after resisting for 10 months i hurted myself.i dont know why this happened.i was reading a book and the next thing i know is that i suddenly started to cry.then i thought about every damn thing that happened and i lost it.i have cried my eyes out.all i want to know is that why is it that when we need someone we are alone?where are friends?where is family?i tried to be good to give up every bad habit but nothing changed 10 months is a long time.why do i have to be so alone and miserable and pathetic?all i know is that nothing helps.i wish i could die maybe that would bring me happiness.
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