I am house/pet sitting this week for a friend and it is the first time I've been really alone with myself in a very long time. I'm always lonely but usually living in a house with family and pets so I don't recognize it so much. When I lived alone in the past, I had my precious Bijou with me as my constant companion. Since he's gone now, I feel so completely alone and lonely and depressed. My life has no meaning or purpose. I wish I could just stop breathing or die suddenly somehow. I'm not suicidal. I just don't want to be here. I don't understand why I have to wake up every day.
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