i have been reading threads here , seems like we all have loneliness in common , i wish i new what to say to you , an easier way of you getting to know me . . my life has been so complicated this last year .. i guess the first thing i want to share is iam legally seperated for 4 yrs now , it lasted 23 yrs , he was a mess ! we have 3 kids ages 23 ,20 and 15 . he was a dad who was there but MIA ! he was there but did more damage than good , he just recently after 4 yrs tried to contact his kids .. he has never seen his grandkids , ages 3yrs, kierra and kaleb whos 10 weeks old ! i moved on after him and this jerk was mental .. what can i say i know how to pick em ??? lol or do they know how to pick me ??i moved and left my grown kids in my home town , and started my life over with him , only for him to choose drugs over love ?? i have faced the fact that i cant change these people , but i can change me !! i have moved back to my home town and i am facing all this ... even though i have people around me i have always felt alone ... now im beating hepc , with treatment , yes i know ex boy friend gave this to me , i have the med. records that tell me so , plus he told me in the end of the relationship , that he has known that he has had hepc for yrs ??? this has been a journey folks , just wish i could fill like i belong some where !
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