I've been alone a really long time , the crazy thing is sometimes it doesnt bother me at all and sometimes, i start thinking and wondering if i am ever gonna find someone.. i keep in good spririts about it.. the funny thing is im not a bad looking guy , it just seems like every girl that i meet that i am interested in is not interested in me , or ends up just hurting me, and the funny thing is i have learned years ago to keep my guard up but sometimes is till let them through and then boom . they do it again.. but who knows i just want to be happy and have somone to share things with . i cant imagine being like this for 5 or 10 more years or even longer... but im not the type of person who can just be with someone just to be with them i have to feel something for them, its so confusing.. im all good its just not easy being lonely
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