Lately I feel like giving up on making friends and being satisfied with being alone. I went through a tough time a couple of days ago where a 12 step member was rude and nasty and I shared it with two "friends" here where I live and I didn't receive any support whats so ever. The only ones who replied were in my DS group and it was a blessing.
I even shared with one person that I will be in the area where she lived and I haven't heard back. It is hurtful and I thinking I should just log on only once a day and discontinue my FaceBook account. Eventually I want to work so I am not sure if discontinuing my Face Book is good idea. I am kind of tired of trying to make friends and being disappointed.
It just seems easier to be alone with my cat and go to my support groups to remind me of my addictions. And stop trying to make friends in my support groups because I find the people are so busy with their lives that they don't even consider me as a member since I live about 2 hours from the meetings.
Just needed to share that. Fortunately I am blessed with friends from DS and my cat.
I hope everyone will have a nice week. Spring is in the air! Also bugs.
Got the yard mowed, some grass seeded in the front yard--said I was not going to do it again but did...Planted flowers and some wax beans in planter with tomato.Lots of laundry done. Yesterday I did towels, shower curtain, and the window curtain!! Yea--bathroom looks new!Did some de-cluttering in the living room and kitchen. Feel like I got some good things done.Got a lot of pantries done...