For quite long intervals i have lived on my own with really no problems attached to it,, for some reason i am having another episode on my own and finding it really hard, I feel so scared of dying alone, what happens if im ill and have nobody to call on me, I feel i have no purpose in my life, i get up alone, go to work and go to bed alone and as i walk to my front door after work to walk in its like im walking into a cell, i know when i shut the door its the last contact until work next day....maybe its because im approaching 50 and age makes you feel more vunerable , i dont know, but i have this fear in me which i never had before...does anybody else feel this?
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