I only now found this page. I have not been on this much and i joined about a year ago. But i feel so crappy a lot of the time and i try so hard to fight it. But i am so unhappy with how my life is turning out. I'm just stuck in my dorm room all day and I never had a true friend. Go to my page and read my journal cuz i'm exhausted now. But i wanna be up to date with this and really try to actually be a "memeber" because where i am now, i have no one to talk to... who will really listens and supports me. Absolutely no one know that i hurt myself or feel depressed. That's crazy talk in my family...anyhows i really wanna try this so i can actually have people to talk to. So this is my long and tiring way of saying "hi" :)
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