I have given up completely on making friends. At work, the new girl that set out to sabotage my work has become friends with most of the other females that are around our same age. They all go out. There are stupid cliques but I am not part of any. Im a loner I am starting to not give a shit anymore. Any possible friendships which I doubt Is screwed by her hating me bc I outted her to our boss. No regrets. My old friends or past coworker friends are not around. They arre just Facebook friends nothing real. I dont even try to invite anymore. Im starting to feel that if anyone wants to hang out they need to be the ones asking. I tried in the past and it never worked out. People always had excuses. I even have been taking my daughter to library events and dont even bother talking to the other mommies. My own sis that is pergo goes out and has a friend. We don't even hangout. I guess this is just a rant. Ive given up. I dont know it thats a good thing. My despair has turned into disgust. Fuck them all.
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