I am a 22 year old female and I am severely unhappy with my life. I am in an emotionally abusive relationship with someone who has physically cheated on me and tells me everything that is wrong with me constantly. I go to school and am currently living on my own. When I was 10, my dad walked out on my mom and I and I do not have a close relationship with my mom anymore. I am feeling very alone and sometimes I wish I wasn't here. It seems as if I am not good enough for anyone, especially myself. I try to put on a smile each day just to get through the day but my insecurities with my relationship and myself as a person gets the best of me. Please help. I cry constantly and I don't know what to do. I love my boyfriend but I don't feel like he respects me. My life doesn't seem to make much of a difference.
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