I just wanted ato put my feelings down for documentation in case I do something stupid today. I want the world to know I tried to reach out, but no one is there. Everyday I become less and less significant and isolated. I have lost the people who mean the most to me in this world and maybe it is time to join them. I am so tired of fighting this beast of depression; and fought I have, all to no avail. I am clear-headed and not under the influence of alcohol or drugs. This is simply one more guy who became a casuality of the world around him.
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