yes i often feel the same way. i think for me its because im a shy person and also have low selfesteem

Yes, Of course!

People conversations makes me feel depress.I rather listen to the radio.

Oh gosh yes.. It's like I wanna get out there but feel so uncomfortable when I am.

I usually have "crazy" eyes when I talk to people.

Yes, I have that. I've lost my family to death in the past year and I'm grieving, so I think that people just don't know what to say to me. They leave me standing there while they talk to each other like they are afraid to include me. That just makes me feel more isolated even though I'm around others. Right now I can't put on a happy face and jabber like everything is alright with me because it isn't. Maybe it will take time. Shyness can do the same thing. People can just be completely CLUELESS about being understanding and inclusive to others who are standing there.

thanks. so i'm not the only one. yeah, i think it's because i feel really anxious and depressed lately...and it's becoming almost impossible to fake a smile and pretend like i'm okay.

I definitely identify. It makes me seek to be alone again rather than socializing but then I feel lonely. It is a tough thing to cope with but I think a lot of people can relate to what you are talking about

If you grab someone that barely means anything to you and spill your rotten guts to them it's like therapy and can be very liberating.
If you feel lonely around people something is not happening that you want to happen. You want human contact but it makes you uncomfortable? Well, I think it's because you want desperately to be seen and heard for what you are and get some damn feedback on it and you are afraid to do that.
Why are you afraid?.....let's see you fear rejection or bad reactions maybe? Grab a work mate or someone you barely know from somewhere and tell them the things you want desperately to tell someone just to get it out. Then if they are weirded out or react badly somehow it doesn't matter as much because they weren't important to you. You can beef up your soft spots inside with this exercise. I did it and it changed my life. He was a dork he was awkward and he didn't know why I was even talking to him.
Look around, they're everywhere.

I can be in a room full of people an feel very lonely. I don't feel this way all the time, but I certainly know what it feels like. It is not good. I wish you the best and please know you are not alone and I care.

Trish