recently I have felt really alone and isolated even though I am married and have 5 kids. I felt like no one cared how I felt and never asked me how I was doing. my husband has been withdrawn and i kept lookin for a reason why he would be that way. . maybe he does not love me anymore, maybe someone else has his interest, maybe he is feelin down, however just recently I realized I have been severly depressed and seem to always look at the glass half empty." I dont have any close friends, my husband is never attentive enough, i dont have anything in my life that makes me smile."- well no wonder no one wants to get close to me! what a downer. I have decided to search out what makes me feel happy inside and I think when I regain my confidance the people in my life will be drawn to me like I desire. maybe my sadness has pushed them away. what do you think?
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