That's how I am feeling. It's so odd as I haven't allowed myself to feel anything for a long while. Numbness is my favorite. Work allowed me to keep my feelings locked up and finally I've come to realize there is a cost. For the last 60 days, my feelings have taken a turn and I find myself crying, feeling sad, and more often that I'd like to admit, wanting to give up. I'd like to believe that I am intelligent enough to get through this but tonight I feel as if I have gotten onto the lift and I am heading straight down. I didn't know what to do and found myself searching frantically for 'something'. And here I am. Normally, I don't like to discuss my feelings. But this feeling of despair has frightened me.
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