I realized how lonely I am. I had one person in my life but he's changed and moving on. I don't have many friends. I consider my cousin to be my best friend but she has her own life and children. I do not go out much. If I do go out it's like to visit family or the market. I just hate this feeling. And I also think that I can sometimes isolate myself but that's only because of self-esteem issues. My life isn't how I thought or hoped it would be.
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