I'm almost 21, I'm gay and I've never dated in my life. Maybe the real reason is I'm not ready yet, I don't know.
Yeah my parents are homophobic, I don't have any friend who is gay. When I was in school, I'm already the kind of kid who's even more plain than a plain Jane, an easy bully target. So I don't think it's wise to give any more hint of my sexuality.
Sometimes I think of joining an lgbt club. But I wonder what I would do there. To be honest I don't care about gay politics, or gay issues really. And if I want friends straight people are fine too. Then the only reason I get in would be to try to find a date? I guess I'm thinking too much.
I'm in a very lonely and difficult period of my life. But after this, I think I'll just get into a club, just to be around people who are like me. After all, I do need people.
I don't really have any question, just want to tell something. Thanks for reading.
As the title reads, I'm starting over at 41. I'm Autistic and was on disability for the last three years. I'm finally ready to come off of it and get going but I'm scared of going back to work. I've had three careers since college: security guard, information technology, and truck driving. I was unable to go back into Information Technology and security work is paying the same amount of money...
Goodbye pound cake!