I'm almost 21, I'm gay and I've never dated in my life. Maybe the real reason is I'm not ready yet, I don't know.
Yeah my parents are homophobic, I don't have any friend who is gay. When I was in school, I'm already the kind of kid who's even more plain than a plain Jane, an easy bully target. So I don't think it's wise to give any more hint of my sexuality.
Sometimes I think of joining an lgbt club. But I wonder what I would do there. To be honest I don't care about gay politics, or gay issues really. And if I want friends straight people are fine too. Then the only reason I get in would be to try to find a date? I guess I'm thinking too much.
I'm in a very lonely and difficult period of my life. But after this, I think I'll just get into a club, just to be around people who are like me. After all, I do need people.
I don't really have any question, just want to tell something. Thanks for reading.
it has made me feel alone lately, And I feel resistant towards expressing how I truly feel. what triggered it today was planning to see a movie with some friends. I have a medical condition, so I get sick if I dont sit in an aisle seat at the threater... its a comfort thing. But anyways they bought tickets without me and they bought it the middle. And when I expressed my concern, to one friend he...