I'm almost 21, I'm gay and I've never dated in my life. Maybe the real reason is I'm not ready yet, I don't know.
Yeah my parents are homophobic, I don't have any friend who is gay. When I was in school, I'm already the kind of kid who's even more plain than a plain Jane, an easy bully target. So I don't think it's wise to give any more hint of my sexuality.
Sometimes I think of joining an lgbt club. But I wonder what I would do there. To be honest I don't care about gay politics, or gay issues really. And if I want friends straight people are fine too. Then the only reason I get in would be to try to find a date? I guess I'm thinking too much.
I'm in a very lonely and difficult period of my life. But after this, I think I'll just get into a club, just to be around people who are like me. After all, I do need people.
I don't really have any question, just want to tell something. Thanks for reading.
I sometimes feel this huge motivation to get out of my shell, talk to people, and simply be myself no matter what people think of me. However, my voice is something that always seem to stop me. I'm a girl and I sound like a guy! I have a very deep and raspy voice and I hate it soooooooooooo much. Some people have told me that they find my voice unnatractive and annoying because I'm a girl and I...