is taking its toll....in a different way - there are times i definitely want to be alone to be quiet and TRY to relax from my kids and my h but i mean loneliness in terms of not having found the right one, no best friend, no real friends, family dispersing immensely since my dad died - its not that bad really but compared to how it used to be or how i thought it used to be - it's a hard adjustment for sure. and i am finding that unless you really work hard to maintain friendships and make the effort most or all the time - forget it. people just dont want to be bothered anymore. i think you need to be a very happy, fun-loving, generous, overly-caring person in order for people to respond and possibly seek you out.
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