I feel so alone. In February, I got back with my boyfriend. We had not been together for about 6 months but had dated 3 years previous to breaking up. In April I got fired from my job that I had worked at for 4 years. I'm 24 and I have ever only had 3 jobs and they are all retail. My boyfriend wanted to try to join the Marines and decided to move back home with his mom is North Carolina to do so. Being on unemployment, I went with him thinking it would only be for a couple of months. Well the way the recession is, the Marines are pretty full and he is STILL trying to get in. After spending 3 months in North Carolina (being pretty much isolated because neither of us had much money) I decided to move back in with my parents in FL and re-evaluate my situation. Not to mention my boyfriend and I weren't getting along so well. Now that I'm here I just feel so alone. I have a few friends but don't feel very deep connections with them. My parents don't understand me. They try, but they just don't. I'm almost afraid to get a job because I feel like I've only ever done retail and I don't want to get into that again. But I don't feel like I'm qualified for much else. I have my AA degree and am thinking of going back to school, but there isn't really much that interests me. My boyfriend and I broke up last night but this morning talked about getting back together. To do this I would have to move BACK to North Carolina. I just feel so alone here and feel like I want to just move back up there. I just feel like "what is life for?" There is so much more to this story but it is already so long. Any advice would be great.
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