I had to double up meds last night for my Ulcerative Colitis. It knocked me out. I really couldn't eat dinner. I fell asleep watching Law and Order on TNT. I woke up in the middle of the night from a horrific nightmare. I really have no appetite, am in a pissy mood, and could see myself clear to going home RIGHT NOW and not come back to work. I feel so lonely and alone right now, and nobody seems to give a crap including me. I know that isn't true...but I am just feeling stressed out lonely and exhausted. I can't seem to sleep at night and I can't figure out why.
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