It has been three weeks now since she asked for a divorce. My self-esteem is still in the toilet. I have been getting to the gym 4 times a week and that helps but to be dumped for another man is still hurting me. She really doesn't seem to be affected by this divorce at all. At the moment though I can't tell if I miss her because I miss having some one with me all the time or do I miss her because I love her. When we told our kids about the divorce I could tell that she was really over me. That realization really hurt but there is nothing I can do about it now. You can't make someone love you. And as for the reasons why our marriage fell apart I probably will never know. Goodbye my wife. Goodbye the dreams. Hello uncertain future.
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