We are telling our kids about the divorce today. It is now real for me. I kept thinking subconsciously that she would see that she made a mistake and would ask to be forgiven. But no, she is very impatient to get away from me as soon as possible. She is civil but short with me. She really seems to hate me. I don't know where all that hate comes from. We did love each other at one time. Now all that is left seems to be bitterness. She really has moved on with her life as if we were already divorced and it seems that she expects me to be in the same place that she is. I really have to admit to myself that the marriage is over and that I have to let her go and be happy like she wants. I wish I could have made her happy; God knows I tried.
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