I will have been divorced 2 yrs in April, and I confused on how I am feeling right now. My ex seems to have gotten his life together, doing well, but I still dont trust him, but i told him the other day when he mentioned to me how he wanted to come get our daughter and bring her a rose, take her out to dinner. I couldnt help but be upset over that, and I told him " if only you would have though this way when we were together things may have been different.he never spent time or done much with me as a couple. Dont get me wrong, my daughter deserves a father who will love her and shower her like this...But i rarely got that being married, and i was upset. i know i need to let go and move on. But I am not sure why now that he is doing good, why I am feeling different toward him as if I like him the way he is now, or if I am just very lonely and sad still, cause I cry often...half the reason I dont know why! I have council scheduled to see if I can get to the bottom of this, but until then I just need to get this out...I hate being alone, but it was my choice! Agh!
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