I am divorced now and slowly rebuilding my life. Some days I feel like I just can't get out of bed. He is still calling me and sending me emails which I do not respond to. I refuse to talk to him. He blames the divorce on my PTSD from a previous marriage where I was nearly murdered. He says that triggers his obnoxious behavior. I am completely starting over. The car that he bought me was in his name and even though I worked he kept it. I didn't have the money to fight him on it. I feel old, ugly and the thought of dating makes me nauseous. Is that normal? Do any of the rest of you feel that way?
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