I have been separated for two years; the 2nd anniversary of my divorce is in 08/2009. I am full of regret for my mistakes and burdened by the hurt and pain caused by my part in the failure of my marriage. I have memories of watching old video of my wife when she was in HS and college, before I met her, and I think of how life with me crushed that little girl. It is unbearable at times. How do I accept that and move forward? Will my children ever forgive me? I suppose it takes time and time cannot be hurried. I will live with this for the rest of my life. I hope she can find someone else and find happiness.
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