I'm 42 was divorced in May of this year. I was with my husband for 10 years. I had no clue he was walking out or why to this day he never gave me a reason. 2 weeks after he left I saw with my own eyes why he left. A 23 year old blonde. I took to my bed the first 10 days and lived off nerve pills. Didn't eat for the first 30 days and took me months before I could even choke down a whole meal at once. I had bi-lateral pneumonia when he walked out he was also nice enough to clean the bank account out as well. He was the love of my life and as hard as I have tried to see him for what he truly was. Pain still exists, maybe everyone says this I am not sure but I don't see how I will ever trust again. I really thought my crying stage was over and in this last month as it nears the time he walked out here I am right back crying again or I should say crying myself to sleep each night. Its this choking pain that just lingers on. I have filled as much time as I can with work I don't allow myself a day off now. I did for a long time and I could not fill the emptiness with anything. I am at such a loss now with my life I don't know how to be in this place and be successful at it.
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