I have brought my habitual lying to every relationship I've ever been in. Until recently, however, I have typically been able to deceive my partners. My current fiancee, however, has an uncanny ability to discern lies and to call me to account for them. On the one hand, this is terrifying because she can see through my dishonesty. My lies hurt our relationship. However, on the other hand, the fact that I cannot get away with it is inspiring me to attempt change. To stop hiding. However, we are at a breaking point, and real solutions are difficult to find. I want to change, I want to try to change, but tangible steps are not as apparent as they are with other disorders. I know I am on the road to recovery, but I hope it is not too late for my relationship.
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