I'm probably the most disturbing liar to ever come through this group. I have told some really disturbing and huge lies to my friends like the fact that I was sexually assaulted as a child and now cut myself because of it. The worst part is that I wish these were true. I like people to feel sorry for me. Victims are loved more. I am always coming up with new things to add to this huge lie. Sometimes I cannot sleep at night until I come up with a new lie to add. Once I have come up with one I sleep like a baby. I know this is wrong, and sick. I just do not know how to stop. Is there any coming back from this?
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