Sometimes it's still as fresh as the day it happend. I was 15 and she was 14 and we met at the most unromantic place in the world: an residential placement center. It was a different kind of place and quite beautiful, but still it was a RTC. Long story short, I met Lorraine and we clicked really well and I really started to feel for her and about two days before I had to return home she told me that she had feelings for me and I was shocked because I thought she was "out of my league" at the time. I get home and almost immediately get a letter that brought me to tears because no one has ever needed me or desired me the way she had, before or after her. I wrote back but the letter was sent back saying resident no longer there. So I never really knew what happend. Either she had went home or what I don't want to think. I'm still not over her and it doesn't make since because I have no clue what happend. I've used myspace and other methods to finding her based on the little info I had but no luck. I am 22 going on 23 this year and it still hurts and I still miss her. Why am I not over her by now? And how do I get over her after all this time?
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