Alright. I've always known that I was attracted to women my entire life. My sister would joke with me when I was a kid that I'd never get married to a man, and that I'd never date guys... that's how obvious it was. But... having matured into young adulthood, I've dated men, and have fallen in love with men. I used to be sexually attracted to them as well. But for about the past year or so, I have absolutely no sexual attraction to my boyfriend. It's no fault of his own... it just doesn't do a thing for me. I don't not want to have a relationship with him. I love him immensely, and I don't want to lose him. But I'm curious to know if I'm actually gay. I'm so damn confused, and it's taking a huge toll on my relationship. The lack of intimacy between my boyfriend and I has drove him to sleep around. I've had sex with one other woman a few years ago, and enjoyed it intensely. What the hell is going on with me?? Am I gay?? Am I strange?? What the hell am I??
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