i am a lesbian, i recently had a coversation with my girl and out of curiosity i asked her if she ever wished i was more feminine.....pause....."nooot really". is what i got as a reply. o.O eventually we got to the part that, honestly, hurt the most.....she doesnt think im sexy. Ouch* well since then i've just gotten distant. we always communicate great we talked through this but i'm still distant, she still doesnt think im sexy and there's really nothing i can do about it. i have very short hair, im petite and wear some boyish" clothes sometimes, but also wear tanks and shorts in the summer, i wear eyeliner and mascara.....lol. and she as well has short hair and wears boyish clothes a lot never wears make-up.....uhm, that about covers it. i absolutely love her and am happy with her.....and normally i am a very confident person but since this conversation almost two weeks ago i've been so distant, and have twice considered that maybe we're just not meant to be....but i really hate thinking that, i feel like i would be missing out on an amazing girl. the best so far. and she is always encouraging me, she does tell me im beautiful.....but just not sexy. and i am so upset that the one person whose opinion even matters to me, doesnt find me sexy. i'm so sad.
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