I'VE BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR 6 YEARS. IN THE BEGINNING I WAS REALLY AFFECTIONATE, LOVING AND CARING. SHE WAS THE OPPOSITE. IN THE BEGINNING I TOLD HER THAT IF SHE DIDN'T CHANGE, I WAS GOING TO DO A 180, AND BE THE SAME AS HER. SHE NEVER CHANGED BUT I STILL STAYED WITH HER, THINKING THAT SHE WOULD ACTUALLY CHANGE. I CHANGED LIKE I SAID I WOULD AND WE BARELY HAVE SEX. I'M NOW 6 YEARS IN, WE DON'T HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON AND SHE DOES A LOT OF THINGS TO TURN ME OFF. I HAVE A FEAR OF BEING ALONE AND AFRAID I WON'T FIND ANYONE ELSE BECAUSE OF THE WAY I FEEL AND ALL THE WEIGHT I GAINED. MY SELF ESTEEM IS TO THE FLOOR, I'M LONELY AS HELL, DON'T HAVE ENERGY, I'M DEPRESSED, ANXIOUS, I GAINED ALL MY WEIGHT BACK AND ALL MY CHILDHOOD DRAMA IS COMING BACK TO ME AND AFFECTING ME BIG TIME. I'M REALLY REALLY SCARED BECAUSE I'M GOING TO BE COMPLETELY ALONE, IF I BREAK UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND, AND I WON'T HAVE ANY SUPPORT FROM MY FRIENDS. ALL MY FRIENDS LIVE IN ANOTHER CITY. I HAVE A FEELING THAT THIS UNHAPPY RELATIONSHIP HAS CAUSED ALL THIS BAD FEELINGS TO COME BACK. I WISH I KNEW HOW TO GET MY CONFIDENCE AND SELF ESTEEM BACK. IT'S SO HARD AND I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A VERY DARK PLACE. PLEASE I JUST NEED SOME ADVISE AND SUPPORT.
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