I have been pretending to be ok and love being alone, in fact some days I do enjoy it, but most days I hate it, I feel alone, all I do on the weekends is take care of kids, not just mine, not just my niece, but I baby-sit so other people can go out and have fun, today is not a good day, I am alone, I am tired and I WISH I could find someone like me, some of my straight friends tell me I am confused and don't know what I want (pointing out I have no "girlfriends") they think I am going through a phase, but how long do phases last, I remember looking at girls since I was five, can that really be a phase, I know that there are people like me where I live but they all have partners, I am the third wheel, all I want is to hold someone at night, to wake in the morning and see this amazing face looking back at me,
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