So, when my gf and I first started dating, it was fresh & new & we had sex all the time, multiple times a day even...then life got in the way, we both work full time & we have 4 kids, so it's understandable things slowed down...but then after we were together about 4 months, she started fucking her ex husband which is all shades of fucked up because he beat the shit out of her & raped her on a regular basis...her fucking him is what led to our fight when I left, since then things have slowed down even more to a mostly screeching halt....she says it's because she doesn't trust me, or that she's bored, or that she just doesn't want it, I would be lucky if I got it once a month...it wouldn't be so bad if she would touch me other ways (IE hugs or holding my hand) but because of her ED issues, she hates her body & therefore hates to be touched, I don't get that either....I am a very touchy feely person, it's how I express my love & it's really frustrating...I also have a mental block on masturbating, which I know would help relieve a lot of stress, but I'm afraid if I do it, she'll see that that satisfies me and she won't want me anymore but she doesn't want me as it is so I guess it really doesn't matter
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