My girlfriend and I have been together almost 8yrs. After moving in with some friends, all hell broke loose. I can sit here and blame it on the alcohol, or turning 30, or even say I was unhappy, but the truth is there was no logical reason for me cheating. She stayed with me(not that made things easier) but I thought yes this will work. In September I started talking to that "girl" again. Recently, We've seen each other and it's been hell since. The lies and unfaithfullness to both was turning me into something even worse than what I've been trying to come out of. And now here I am, joined this thing to be able to talk, to make right decisions, to better my relationship. So I come clean. My girlfriend knows everything, and the "girl" (who would die for me) knows that she knows. And I have to make a big decision. That's if my girlfriend can understand any of this so we can work out. I don't know about the love. I love them both, just in totally different ways. What one lacks the other is strong. I know I can't have make cake and eat it too. So what's the right choice?
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