I broke up with my girlfriend today because I realized just how far from being over my ex I really am. I sit around talking to my stepmom and somehow, I always manage to mention her name. I take a walk in the woods and I find myself talking to no one, imagining she's there with me. I set up a candlelight dinner for my girlfriend, and I see my ex sitting in the chair next to me. I make love to her, and, in all reality, I'm making love to my ex. We even called her so she could listen. It's so unfair to my girlfriend. So, I broke it off with her. And, to my surprise, she said she understands and that we can still be friends and that she'll still be there whenever I'm ready for her to be. That meant the world to me. She's calling me tomorrow and I'm almost afraid to get that call. I'm scared I'll answer the phone with my habitual "Hello, Beautiful!" I don't want to make things worse. Anyhow, what I need to know: How can I get over my ex? I don't think I'll ever stop loving her, but how do I get on with my life? She's obviously not going to take me back, as she's madly in love with another girl, but what about me? How do I move on? How can I live my life for me, rather than for her? Please help me out here...tyia
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