I don't want to go into my whole life story here but I am curious has to where this leaves me. I was severly abused (sexually)growing up so I have a lot of issues surrounding the whole sex thing. I have only been willingly with one man, and one woman. That man is my current husband but I had left him when we were dating for the woman. She was actually my professor at a Christain college. I stayed with her for two yrs and then ended up marrying my husband. I don't like sex at all, in fact I find it completely degrading and animalistic. However I value the attention and bond with a woman more than I do a man. I feel whole when I am with a woman that I connect with - I NEVER feel that with men. So, does that mean I am straight, bi or gay? Do you have to actually have sex with someone to be intimatly involved?
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