How did I get myself into this position I will never know. I was in an 18 year relationship with a women who had a few issues, one of them being a bad temper and then would become verbally abusive. I finally broke it off with her about two years ago.During that time we tried to get it together again but failed. In the mean time met a lady that has been very good to me. Problem is I don't have "that" feeling for her. In the mean time my ex has made contact with me again in hopes she can prove to me she has changed. I have seen her but my fear runs deep with this woman. I have forgiven her but can not seem to forget all the scars she has left on my heart. I still love her but have developed a deep friendship with this other women. I tried to move on but can't seem to get her out of my heart. I also need to mention i have two grown daughters that do not want me back with her. Why is this so hard for me? I think I am afraid I will never get over her and be able to move on. Just wondering if any of you have had this experience. My fault for not taking the time I needed before getting involved with someone else. I appreciate any feedback.
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