She promised me so much more when I moved across the entire country to be with her. And at first she seemed to be keeping her word. I met her online we seemed like a good match she was separated from her husband but living in the same house for the sake of her kids. She owners the apts. So she gave me one and furnished it for me. She helped me get a job and pass my high school equivalent exam. Helped me with food and everything, bought me clothes and a cat. And showered me with love and attention. She dident want her parents to know she was a lesbian so every one thinks she is my friend. She moved out of her shared apt with her husband. She promised she would divorce him that he no longer wanted the marriage either. She said she would come out within five years. But in the past few months she stopped paying on my furniture let it get taken. Said she couldn't help me with food and the same day bought 300. Dollars worth of food for her husband. Ant keeps thretning to move back in with him and she lied about him knowing it was over between them he still wants the marriage and straight up told me to stay away from his family. When I try to talk to her about it she gets mad at me tells me I am being selfish. But I can't leave I have no one, no family. I can't afford an apt. And I am tied down to bills at this address. The only time she is loving or kind is when she wants sex. She expects me to live in the shadows forever because now she says she is never coming out. I'm alone no family no friends no recourse. I love her but she is indifferent and cruel to my hopes and dreams of a family and future. I am her reluctant mistress.
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