For the past four years, i've been in a very unhealthy relationship that didn't start tha tway. It started out normal, loving, fun, and then ironically, she becaming controlling and aggressive after we moved in with each other. I don't really know how to go out with this, but i can't seem to let the abuse she's given me go. Everything still hurts so much, and it's like every day, I hear a song or a statement taht reminds me of her condecending me or putting me down, and i hate it!!. She made me feel completely inadequate, even though I went through hell trying to make her happy. It seems like I can never be the bigger person, just nod and walk away, she'll chase to continue the fight, and i hate it! this is haunting me, and I just can't let go of it. I've tried not thinking about it, and i do my best, but the constant reminder is all around me; because i'm the idiot that signed a lease with her. I'm stuck living with her for anothe rfour months while she parades around, putting me down at any possible moment, then switching it up into being a charming devil and wooing me all over again. But there's more negative than positive, and I just feel like my neck is in the noose. Someone help me here. What can I do to be stronger about this??
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